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  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Nothing yet
  • Watching: Pokemon and One Piece
  • Playing: Animal Crossing
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
So yesterday my dog of 10 years, Princess had to be put down.  She was a yellow lab, sheltie, and collie mix.  My family had I got her when she was only 2 months old and she's been with us ever since.  I know dogs don't normally live very long and she was definitely showing her age, but it still hurts a lot as she was a staple in my family.  Well, not "hurts" exactly, as I still seem numb to it right now.  I feel her absence, but it doesn't seem to have really hit me yet.  Either way, I'm definitely going to miss her.
  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Nothing yet
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
First off, by guild, I don't exactly mean like in World of Warcraft.  See, I've wanted for a long time to find a group in which I truly feel that I belong.  Like people I can and would want to hang out with often and relax and be myself around.  Sometimes, I'd even consider that ideal group a "guild".  The reason is, in anime as well as how it appears in the Middle Ages, a guild is a group of similar people that get together and are essentially both friends AND family to each other.  I'd love to either find or perhaps create a group like that one day and was wondering if anyone here can help either lead me to a potential good one or even create one with me.  If anyone's interested and/or willing to help, please let me know.
  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Not sure
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Fire Emblem: Conquest
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
As the title says, it can feel like a pain being an introvert for me.  For those who don't know what an introvert even is, introverts are those who aren't necessarily shy, but still tend to prefer being quiet and in their heads than talkative and outgoing.  We aren't usually social, but as all human beings, we still like talking to a few select people.

For me, though, I feel it leaves me rather lonely.  I do tend to not talk to others much or say much at a time, even online.  However, I sometimes do talk a lot to those I know well and trust, like my family.  Because I don't talk much to strangers, though, and even try to avoid a lot of them, I feel it prevents me from making new friends.  I could see others play some cool games or hear them talk about stuff I like, but I'm always too quiet to say anything.

Sorry if this sounds stupid or like I'm seeking attention.  I just kind of wanted to get some of this off my chest.
  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Not sure
  • Watching: Fairy Tail and One Piece
  • Playing: Digimonstory Cyber Sleuth
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
Before anyone gets the wrong idea, I'm not planning on committing suicide or anything like that.  I've struggled with it once before and somehow made it out.  I then promised myself to never go that route, no matter how much I may want to.  Which I don't.

Anyway, I feel I ask myself this WAY too often.  I don't really recall the last time, or even if, I felt that I belonged somewhere.  I mean, I feel comfortable at home a lot and in other places.  I also have a few people I like to be around.  However, I still lack that feeling of "belonging".  I've tried many Facebook groups as well as nearby places, especially since I don't know how to drive yet.  Still nothing.  It makes me wonder if I even belong anywhere.
  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Secrets and Shadows
  • Watching: Fairy Tail and Flame of Recca
  • Playing: Hearthstone or World of Warcraft
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
Well, I'm pretty bored again and I'd love to talk with someone or some people again.  If anyone's interested, please let me know.  Also, I'd like for the conversation to be either on here or Facebook since I don't really go on Skype much anymore.
  • Listening to: My Iphone
  • Reading: Nothing yet
  • Watching: Pokemon and One Piece
  • Playing: Animal Crossing
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: milk
So yesterday my dog of 10 years, Princess had to be put down.  She was a yellow lab, sheltie, and collie mix.  My family had I got her when she was only 2 months old and she's been with us ever since.  I know dogs don't normally live very long and she was definitely showing her age, but it still hurts a lot as she was a staple in my family.  Well, not "hurts" exactly, as I still seem numb to it right now.  I feel her absence, but it doesn't seem to have really hit me yet.  Either way, I'm definitely going to miss her.

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Scott Fraser
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United States
It's time to change this. My name is Scott Fraser. My dragonic name is Kuroi Kiki or "Black Mist" in Japanese. I'm very shy so it's hard for me to make friends sadly. I love video games! My favorites are World of Warcraft, Pokémon, and League of Legends. I also love to run when I can and watch anime. I read on occasion also. If you have any questions, just ask.
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